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Her er den rettet ;) Har boet i England så der burde ikke være alt for mange flere fejl :) * betyder at jeg ikke helt er med på hvad du vil have

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Dear Anne-Marie.
It is very difficult to write this note, but have to. It is with a heavy heart that I must bid farewell for good. I never thought that I would end my life in this kind of way. But I must confirm* that I don’t have another option than suicide. I am suicidal most of the time. The phrase “I want to die. I can't cope* with it anymore” is constantly in my mind. You have maybe already discovered how distant* I’ve been most of the time. The fact is that the loathsome* life lost its flavor to me. I have chosen to leave this community for a particular reason; I will no longer acknowledge the weapon laws in America. It is way too easy for Americans to access guns. If only the weapon laws were more strict than you wouldn’t have to think of getting shot, living your entire life as a paralyzed girl*. I gave birth to you as a healthy and normal daughter not a paralyzed girl*. Remember that every time I see you weren't able to walk I feel blue and I can’t forget the tragedy that occurred to you. You illness has effected all of us and also our income. You need special equipment* and it is very expensive. We simply can't afford it. The state is not willing to help us. It is one of the reasons why I have chosen to commit suicide so you don't need to spend money on me – it will help your economy –
I wish the best of luck for you and your dad in the future.
Please forgive me sweetheart. You don’t have to be devastated. Please tell your dad for me. I will always love you of all my heart.  
Love, mom

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Dear Anne-Marie.
It is very difficult to write this note, but I  have to. It is with a heavy heart that I must bid you farewell for good. I never thought that I would end my life in this (kind of) way(. B), but I (must confirm*) have to admit that I don’t have (another) any other  option than suicide. I am suicidal most of the time. The phrase “I want to die". I can't cope* with any more, and  it ” is constantly in my mind. You may (have maybe) already have discovered how distant* I’ve been most of the time. The fact is that (the) this loathsome* life has lost its flavor (to) for me. I have chosen to leave this community??? for a particular reason(;): I will no longer acknowledge the weapon laws in America. It is way too easy for Americans to have access to guns. If only the weapon laws were more strict (than) you wouldn’t have to think of the risk of getting shot(, living) have to live your entire life (as) a paralyzed girl*. I gave birth to (you as) a healthy and normal daughter,   not a paralyzed girl*. Remember that every time I could see you weren't able to walk I (feel) felt blue and I can’t forget the tragedy that (occurred) happened to you. You illness has effected all of us and also our income. You need special equipment,* and (it) that is very expensive. We simply can't afford it. The (state) government is not willing to help us. It is one of the reasons why I have chosen to commit suicide so you don't need to spend money on me – it will help your economy –

I wish (the best of luck for) you and your dad the best of luck in the future.
Please forgive me,  sweetheart. (You don’t have to) Don't be devastated. Please tell your dad (for me.) that  I will always love you of all my heart. 
Love, mom

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